Cannabis card

I don’t agree with people saying cannabis should be legal. I smoked cannabis for years to self medicate for anxiety related to autism and it gave me drug induced psychosis, I was seeing shadow people and having delusions and extreme paranoia. Cannabis is NOT an innocent plant from Mother Nature like most people seem to believe these days. I used to think it was safe and would be good for me because all my friends were doing it and the news websites were posting headlines saying it cures anxiety, pain and a lot of other conditions. I found out the hard way the damage cannabis really does to your mind. I am now on antipsychotic medication for the rest of my life (probably) because I listened to what the news told me. I can only warn others of the consequences of smoking weed as with everything in life there are consequences for your actions. The consequences of smoking weed can sometimes mean becoming schizophrenic and having to take medication for the rest of your life.

That's really hard and I've heard of this happening.  If you feel OK to talk about it here, do you mind me asking what strain(s) and what sort of amounts you used?  Also whether you only smoked or maybe used oils or edibles?  

Reading Prof Nutt's book on the topic allayed some of my concerns, but I think there's still a risk, especially if you are very young when you start smoking it and the THC is very high. 

Have the doctors said that you'll have to take medication for life?  Just wondering because I've also heard of people improving once they ceased or moderated their usage.  The shadow people sound horrible though - not something I'd wish on my worst enemy.  

Thanks for your kind reply, It’s all a bit of a blur for me, I was just smoking whatever was going. I know for sure that all the weed I smoked was really high THC though and I was smoking frequently day to day. I still get paranoia even though I haven’t smoked for 2.5 years, so it may just be a permanent thing for me now. I don’t know if this new medicinal weed is safer because it’s regulated and controlled unlike street weed that can have anything in it but hopefully that is better for people. I never used oils or edibles but I might have known people who used brownies once or twice.

There are many strains that are much more expensive, of course, but I go for the bargain basement ones as I need quite a lot.  The oils are quite expensive too - I pay £80 a bottle.  However, each bottle lasts me 3 months, which I don't think is too bad.  

£5 a gram??

If that doesn't make most of the readership sit up and take notice, I don't know what will...

£5 a gram??

If that doesn't make most of the readership sit up and take notice, I don't know what will...

There are many strains that are much more expensive, of course, but I go for the bargain basement ones as I need quite a lot.  The oils are quite expensive too - I pay £80 a bottle.  However, each bottle lasts me 3 months, which I don't think is too bad.