Published on 12, July, 2020
I don't belong. They are human and i am looking in at them. There's a warm fire there and everyone is included. I am not. Everyone is there. ASD and NT. They all have their role. There is no door and i can't walk in.
I obviously can not do self reliance. Family can't help. Others can't help if i don't reach out to them. I am a soul in limbo. My place is always in a room alone. I've never been comfortable anywhere else. My mental health is poor and i'm a raw nerve. And then of course finally there's the dreaded covid 19. So i wouldn't be able to go out and socialise even if i wanted to! Welcome to 2020!