Don’t have any friends

I dont have any friends, I meet people think I get alone with them but then they avoid me or only contact me when they need something, I think because I'm socially awkward I struggle to make small talk or show interest in things I'm not interested in then people see me as rude but I also worry about saying the wrong thing or making a fool of myself so sometimes it's better not to talk at all

I seem to have more online friends than real life ones 

I dont have any friends, I meet people think I get alone with them but then they avoid me or only contact me when they need something, I think because I'm socially awkward I struggle to make small talk or show interest in things I'm not interested in then people see me as rude but I also worry about saying the wrong thing or making a fool of myself so sometimes it's better not to talk at all

I seem to have more online friends than real life ones