A Thursday

I walked 10 miles today until my legs and feet felt they would give way, that's the only way I could stop myself from screaming in despair.

While out walking I gesticulated wildly with my arms and hands and a few people laughed at me.

No surprises there. There isn't much compassion or intelligence in this world.

I saw Mark Lawrenson the football pundit chatting to his family then getting in his car and driving off, while on my walk.

Tried to talk to a few people but predictably NTs being NTs, they didn't want to as I was a stranger and I didn't follow the oh-so-stupid rules of small talk that are unbearable to me.

Now maybe this time will pass, in this moment this all seems so important, it's hard to believe I will ever find what I'm looking for, when at this juncture I feel this low.

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  • Sorry you are feeling so low. You can shake your hands here if you like, nobody will look funny at you... Yep people can be total d!cks!

    listen to some Frank Carter and the Rattlesnakes, that helped me..

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  • Sorry you are feeling so low. You can shake your hands here if you like, nobody will look funny at you... Yep people can be total d!cks!

    listen to some Frank Carter and the Rattlesnakes, that helped me..

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