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I am falling apart!

Bookworm
over 4 years ago

I am falling apart, I have had my heart broken stamped on and basically sh!t on from a very great height. It is all I can do to put one foot in front of the other, here is why.

I have had 18 months of trouble at work with a tribunal coming up.

Been in a love less marriage to somebody that gave me no support financial or otherwise.

I am separating from this person

Thought I'd met the love of my life, then found out, I am not a priority, an inanimate web site is, by the way it has 6 members and is run by a bossy dictator.

I have no income my pay was stopped in August I have approx £100 a month to live on.

Just as I thought it couldn't get any worse it has.

The supposed love of my life PMd me and asked me to stop speaking to the dictator,WTF! Obviously know where his loyalties lie.

I am on 150 mg of Sertriline which are not even touching the sides, my heart is broken and yet the person I loved more than I thought possible has sided with Slack!

WTF!

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  • over 4 years ago

    I phoned samaritans about you and myself earlier, through my worry/concern as I had no idea what else to do.

    Everything you are posting on here is hard because I take it personally too.

    I'm in pieces seeing/hearing you like this.

  • over 4 years ago in reply to Eccentric1

    Yep well that's what happens when you care about somebody and feel they do not classify you in the same way, Like I have said before, actions the smaller the better, speak loader than words and grand gestures, mean nothing without the small things, e.g a txt in the morning, saying how are you? that's a good start and worth continuing, grand gestures are not required. It's the small things that cost nothing but show care that count, and if they are stopped, it is noticed, holidays and grand gestures are not required, all that is required is to know that we are loved and cared about above stuff including work and forums, e.g slack.

    you are not the only one who suffers, I am glad you have realised

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  • over 4 years ago in reply to Eccentric1

    Yep well that's what happens when you care about somebody and feel they do not classify you in the same way, Like I have said before, actions the smaller the better, speak loader than words and grand gestures, mean nothing without the small things, e.g a txt in the morning, saying how are you? that's a good start and worth continuing, grand gestures are not required. It's the small things that cost nothing but show care that count, and if they are stopped, it is noticed, holidays and grand gestures are not required, all that is required is to know that we are loved and cared about above stuff including work and forums, e.g slack.

    you are not the only one who suffers, I am glad you have realised

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