I am falling apart!

I am falling apart, I have had my heart broken stamped on and basically sh!t on from a very great height. It is all I can do to put one foot in front of the other, here is why.

I have had 18 months of trouble at work with a tribunal coming up.

Been in a love less marriage to somebody that gave me no support financial or otherwise.

I am separating from this person

Thought I'd met the love of my life, then found out, I am not a priority, an inanimate web site is, by the way it has 6 members and is run by a bossy dictator.

I have no income my pay was stopped in August I have approx £100 a month to live on.

Just as I thought it couldn't get any worse it has.

The supposed love of my life PMd me and asked me to stop speaking to the dictator,WTF! Obviously know where his loyalties lie.

I am on 150 mg of Sertriline which are not even touching the sides, my heart is broken and yet the person I loved more than I thought possible has sided with Slack!

WTF!