Published on 12, July, 2020
I am falling apart, I have had my heart broken stamped on and basically sh!t on from a very great height. It is all I can do to put one foot in front of the other, here is why.
I have had 18 months of trouble at work with a tribunal coming up.
Been in a love less marriage to somebody that gave me no support financial or otherwise.
I am separating from this person
Thought I'd met the love of my life, then found out, I am not a priority, an inanimate web site is, by the way it has 6 members and is run by a bossy dictator.
I have no income my pay was stopped in August I have approx £100 a month to live on.
Just as I thought it couldn't get any worse it has.
The supposed love of my life PMd me and asked me to stop speaking to the dictator,WTF! Obviously know where his loyalties lie.
I am on 150 mg of Sertriline which are not even touching the sides, my heart is broken and yet the person I loved more than I thought possible has sided with Slack!
WTF!
I have posted my desperation and not one single supportive response. Fu** the lot of you!
11 views and no support what sort of a 'support' forum is this? you can all go to he'll!
I've only just read this and was about to post a response. Sometimes, I think people just find it hard to find the right words to say.
Is there anyone you could speak to (or even move in with) while you need some extra support? Maybe there's a family member/trusted friend you could stay with while you're going through all this?
xxx
Thanks I know, I am lucky to have her, she is the one stable part of my life. xxx
Trust me - I have my days where I just think the world is a messed up, cruel place (today was one) and in many ways, it is, but I try to believe that most people have good intentions.
I'm glad you're with your mum - it's good to know you have somebody there to support you. Take it all day by day and remember to look after yourself. Thinking of you xxx