Published on 12, July, 2020
I am beginning to wonder whether Christianity was one of my obsessions when I was in my twenties? I am now forty and I still go to church but it is starting to feel like I go because that is what we do. It has became routine. I am questioning my faith and don't quite know what to do.
Do you have faith or were you just trying to please you parents ?
Initially it was to please my parents in the Irish Catholic culture of the time, then I moved out of the faith for a time in my teens when I found out I was gay, then after a time I came back to my faith, which because of my experiences in the gay world I discovered was stronger than ever