Published on 12, July, 2020
I am beginning to wonder whether Christianity was one of my obsessions when I was in my twenties? I am now forty and I still go to church but it is starting to feel like I go because that is what we do. It has became routine. I am questioning my faith and don't quite know what to do.
I relate to this. I've had a couple of periods of intense Christian faith - devoted so much time to it. With hindsight I was always more interested in the scaffolding of the faith - liturgy, theology, worship, church politics - than I ever was about the faith itself. I'm kind of agnostic now and have other intense interests.