Published on 12, July, 2020
I have extreme OCD, nervous tics in my body and facial expressions and eye contact, I'm shy, I've had depression and anxiety for quite some time, I'm physically weaker than most men and have a lot of food intolerances.
I don't seem to have achieved anything in 32 years. I've tried making friends and studying and failed consistently at both due to all of the aforementioned.
My dad and most my siblings don't like me. I've shown interest in dozens of women over the years and never had a reciprocal interest.
My only close friend who lives near me is my mother. What are people's thoughts? Is a life like this pointless?
Your life is not pointless! What do you think that you need to change so that your life feels more fulfilling?
I need a support worker. I can't cope with getting to know new people or interacting with people who aren't in my inner circle. The local Asperger's team discharged me even though my mum kept asking for help for me, and I asked too. My mum made a complaint against them and I've been told now that in about 3-4 weeks they'll do a care plan, but who knows what that will consist of in these days of cutbacks and threadbare services.
I placed an ad a while ago on supermarket notice boards trying to find one and no one replied.
Everything is so complicated!