Published on 12, July, 2020
I have extreme OCD, nervous tics in my body and facial expressions and eye contact, I'm shy, I've had depression and anxiety for quite some time, I'm physically weaker than most men and have a lot of food intolerances.
I don't seem to have achieved anything in 32 years. I've tried making friends and studying and failed consistently at both due to all of the aforementioned.
My dad and most my siblings don't like me. I've shown interest in dozens of women over the years and never had a reciprocal interest.
My only close friend who lives near me is my mother. What are people's thoughts? Is a life like this pointless?
Nah, you're pretty normal. Everybody has these sort of issues, Asperger's or not.
Learn how women communicate their interest, watch for when they're interested in you. It'll still go wrong most of the time - but not all the time, and that's when when you might find someone.
In the meantime find the things that make you happy. Do them. Don't worry whether other people think that's a good thing or not.