Published on 12, July, 2020
I have extreme OCD, nervous tics in my body and facial expressions and eye contact, I'm shy, I've had depression and anxiety for quite some time, I'm physically weaker than most men and have a lot of food intolerances.
I don't seem to have achieved anything in 32 years. I've tried making friends and studying and failed consistently at both due to all of the aforementioned.
My dad and most my siblings don't like me. I've shown interest in dozens of women over the years and never had a reciprocal interest.
My only close friend who lives near me is my mother. What are people's thoughts? Is a life like this pointless?
Your life is not pointless - but what kind of life are you trying to lead? Lots of people get conned into following the typical NT life-plan of buy lots of stuff and pretend they are doing well while they service a massive debt - then they die.
What would you really like to do?
I agree that there are many people lacking sense who are living on debt and putting on an act like they are doing so well.
I'm afraid that people are judging me for being less able than them. I feel in social groups I've been to that others have treated me less well than they treat other people in the group because of how I am.
I want to feel confident but don't much.