Advent begins!

It’s that time of year again! Advent has begun! Christmas is coming, the decorations and lights are all thinking away and everything has gone all cozy! 

Anyone else excited for Christmas? What’s on your Christmas list? How will you spend Christmas? 

For me I get a little mini Christmas as my birthday is during advent so when I get my presents I put them under the tree as well. 

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  • Aw that’s so lovely that you get to put your birthday gifts under the tree as well. What are you hoping to get for your birthday?

    I’m excited but not excited if that makes sense. I’m excited because everything looks and feels festive, decorations are up, Xmas music is playing.. I can wear my Xmas jumper without people giving me looks like they do when it’s summer. But town is busier now, people are everywhere and it’s noisy. This is the part of it I don’t like. But luckily I’ve been able to do most of my Xmas shopping online so I haven’t had to brave the crowded shops too much.

    For Xmas I’m hoping to get some new paints as I do a lot of painting and my supplies are running a bit low.. Some new brushes would be nice too.

    I'm hoping to be home for Xmas but I don't know how possible it'll be as I'm working away at the moment. That will be a bit rough but I’m grateful I can whatsapp my family so we can at least keep in touch over the festive period. But keeping my fingers crossed that I can be home by Xmas Eve.

    Penny Two hearts

  • Aww I hope you will be home for xmas but thats the beauty of wats app I guess. Think my mum will be wats sapping me as well. I’ll get my presents on Christmas Eve I think then I have to keep sending pics to prove I haven’t opened any presents until Christmas Day and when I say Christmas Day, I have to wait until like 8am, can’t open on midnight lol! I’m hoping to get a make up brush cleaner, some nintendo stuff, skin care stuff, the usual really lol! 

    I completely get that about the crowds. My parents have found that doing shopping after tea time seems to be a good time as it’s quieter and the shelves still seem to be stocked up. I only really like going out of a night and driving around to see the lights.

    My birthday was last Friday but yes I got to put the presents under the tree so it was a nice little early Christmas lol! I got some Laura geller make up and a lava lamp, also got a few sims 4 expansion packs too! 

    It’s only 13 days till Christmas!! 

  • Thank you! I really hope so too. I love being with my family at Xmas, it’s a nice quiet environment usually so I always look forward to it. Are you a present opener or feeler or both? I’m not as bad now but when I was younger I used to feel the presents and if the excitement got too much for me I would open a present or two. My parents weren’t happy if I got caught! One time I did it and then rewrapped it so no one would know lol! Lol buy yourself some wrapping paper and then open and rewrap them at midnight, it worked for me Laughing

    I hope you get all those nice things for Xmas this year. I need more make up stuff, I only wear it occasionally but not for long because my skin is super sensitive! But I do like to pretty myself up sometimes.

    That’s a good idea I might try shopping later. Sometimes I don’t finish work until like 6-7pm so I could go after, that way I miss the rush hour traffic then as well. I like driving at night as well the Xmas lights and decorations look lovely in the dark. What I dislike is the LEDs on the cars they’re so bright and it’s blinding in the dark.

    Happy belated birthday! partying face I hope you enjoyed it. Your presents sound lovely.. the lava lamp sounds nice too I’ve always wanted one of them lol! Christmas next...

    Yippee!!! I’m watching the Christmas Chronicles movie tonight. Soooo excited for Xmas Day! Christmas tree

    I've got to get ready for work now. See you later.

    Penny Two hearts

  • Oh and I have begun collecting porcelain figurines. I got a cherub recently who is just super adorable! Also like the Greek goddesses as well! I have one on order but annoying coming from china so a long wait! How many figurines do you have and what are they of? Grin I also collect amiibos as well! I have all the yoshi and peach ones, got both rosalinas and majority of Kirby franchise ones but want the air riders ones and the Mario galaxy ones lol! 

  • Thank you for the video! I will have a full watch later on but omg I want to play it again! Say watching that and many other hit and run videos are much more entertaining than the episodes if you ask me! I mean what was that new one where Marge was ill all the time all about? The one where she feared her kids growing up, I thought the simpsons were meant to be funny!

    Omg it’s because of those tiktokkers and reality stars etc that I won’t watch strictly or get me out of here anymore! I mean there was this girl on clarksons farm who annoyed me because all she was interested in was her stupid tik tok videos, these people make Gen Z people looks complete morons and I’m Gen Z so I feel so ashamed and embarrassed that I am not like all of them. I get bullied by them for being different and then bullied by other generations for being Gen Z I can’t win! 

    Wow at least no one was harmed when this fire happened in the block. I mean why would people do such a thing?! How can people thing this kind of stuff is funny? Sounds like a Corrie thing if you ask me. Yeah in my block they have tucked away their stuff in the corner thinking my camera won’t catch it but they are so wrong! If they are going to be brats I may just shout at them and f and blind at them, if they don’t like it well they should be more respectful. If the owners of the building won’t do anything about it or even legal action fails then I will have no choice but to move. I do hope it doesn’t come to it but I do dread it. 

    Wow an older man driving a big Land Rover, that’s unusual he probably didn’t know what he was doing, either do the younger ones. It’s all just for show and that’s how horrible people seem to have gone these days! It’s so annoying! Again I blame celebrities for all this! The thing is that these people probably go into debt or take loans out or even steal cars but they all seem to get away with it. One of my mums friend has a bmw that she upgrades every time a new one comes and she’s in debt and can’t seem to pay it off but she still seems to get away with it. Don’t get me wrong she is a lovely person and so caring and friendly but she got sucked into this because of all the bullying she got from other mums when the kids were younger! Also if you go to rougher areas even they are lined with this so called high end cars! Like how?! It really p me off! 

    Yeah I am very close with my mum but as I said I do struggle more now since our fights we’ve had, it’s like she listened to her sister and then became and evil ogre and monster who kept gaslighting me and everything! My presence really seemed to annoy her and she wanted nothing to do with me! I had the last laugh when everyone saw what a monster this sister was but I think well why didn’t they listen to me? All these traumas make me feel more upset and distant from my mum now and since the bullying at the work place and on holiday I really do question if my mum really loves me or is it forced love? 

    All these traumas Selma and patty episodes are so funny in my opinion, I find the one where they play with homers iou thingy funny, something to do with spending on jack o lanterns or something haha! And the one where they become friends was also funny! Also I find this picture really funny for some reason 

     Don’t ask why lol! 

  • Thanks so much!! You’re officially my first ever friend.

    Yeah I know what you mean! Only the other week I had this land range rover suv thing right on my bumper for a couple of miles and then he shot past me, blasted his horn and was gone. He looked quite elderly as well which surprised me. I thought he’d be a bit more mature lol! Again I was doing 40 in a 40mph zone.. I’m not really a car girl but I think the Minis are super cute! I could never have one of these so-called fancy high end cars. I don’t think it’s jealousy at all, you see the truth and it’s like so many people know it they just go all gooey over these cars because they’re new and expensive and I guess driven by “Successful” people. I think your mum is right, a lot of people do rent them on finance and then just change their finance to a different newer one a couple of years later. There’s a guy at my work who does exactly that and he boasts to everybody about it and when he’s asked how he affords it he says because he’s at the top of his career but one of the girls I work with said he’s paying so much a year for it..It’s all show with people like that and he’s so in love with himself lol! People like that are always all the same.

    I think some people could be attractive but because they just boast and show off it makes them unattractive. I think that makes sense. You just see and hear their horribleness and can’t see anything else. I have an aunt who is just like that, drives a Jaguar don’t know what one but it’s very new and she’s always bragging about owning it. She wouldn’t give a car like mine or your mums Toyota a second glance. Probably just say still got that old thing, she says that to me all the time. Ahhhhhhh! People are so frustrating lol! I really hope those people lost their license but I bet they didn’t. Like you said they probably just had to do a course! I’m not a good passenger either! I’m slightly better behind the wheel of a car but if it’s dark my anxiety can get bad or if there’s someone being a total moron behind me lol! I didn’t initially ever intend to drive, I would happily walk anywhere but when I got my job it meant I had to travel by train and this was during peak times and the amount of people and noise was unbearable.. so I hastily learned to drive lol. I enjoy it but only when it’s quiet. Driving at peak times is the worst.. I don’t blame you not learning to drive. If I didn’t have to work I’d not bother either lol!

    I can understand your questioning yourself like that. I think your mum does love you and doesn’t regret having you – that’s probably just anxiety and the Autistic brain over thinking everything. The fact your mum is there for you despite past stuff happening and she talks you down and helps you when you’re struggling shows how much she loves you. My mum is very much the same and believe me we have clashed at times before as well! When I was at secondary school I struggled 90% of the time and was probably a real cow to my mum but she stuck by me and I am forever grateful for that.

    I think it’s natural to clash with your mum every now and then. We’re only human and unfortunately it’s very human to have fallings out from time to time! The main thing is that you make up after. That shows how close you are I think xx.

    That’s really bad the playing by your door and damaging it, not to mention leaving all their stuff in the walkway like that. It’s potentially a trip hazard and could be a fire hazard as well. You should photograph that and highlight those concerns because IMO they’re valid points. There was a block of flats near where I work a few years ago and some kids left their stuff outside and someone set it on fire.. caused a lot of damage and it was just sheer luck no one was hurt. Your neighbours sound so bad! I wish I didn’t have neighbours, I’d like to live in the countryside surrounded by farm animals lol! Or on a deserted island! Somewhere silent where people won’t bother me and show off their high end cars lmao! That’s a shame about your glass figurines, but I suppose it’s a good thing rather than you open them on Xmas day and be super disappointed because they weren’t what you were hoping they would be. Hopefully you will find some nicer ones at another time.

    Do you collect many things? I like to collect porcelain figurines. I’m slowly building up a nice collection!

    I really hope your neighbours are away next week and you can have a lovely peaceful Xmas.

    LMAO yeah it’s such a funny scene and Sideshow Bob says how even murder has its ugly side! I love his character he’s so funny. I don’t get how these vloggers and tiktok people are supposedly celebs lol! They do like one really lame video or podcast and suddenly there as famous as Taylor Swift lol. Makes no sense to me! Personally I don’t watch or listen to anything like that.
    And yeah totally agree it was waaayyy better before Disney got involved with the Simpsons. Sadly it’s been on a downward track for a long time now.

    Lol! The dialogue in the game is so funny, it’s got in the Simpsons game as well but hit and run was lots of fun. I saw on YT there’s actually a video of all the cutscenes put together so it is like an actual episode film thing.

    Here it is: 

    I’ll watch this until I can get the game again Laughing

    Penny Two hearts

  • I accepted your friend request you feel free to message me anytime if you want hehe! 

    Also this is a very long message so sorry if I have said so much! 

    Ugh I’m sorry to hear about your street of these supposedly oh so perfect cars. I mean loads of horrible land or range rovers everyone has to boast about as well! Not to mention convertible cars of those brands. Honestly I think the minis are cute! See I was gaslighted into believing that I was jealous of these horrible people because I was told if these horrible people were nice to me then I’d say they’re nice looking, but I can’t admit it due to my anger and jealousy etc and now I keep questioning my true thoughts and feelings, am I really denying myself? It’s so frustrating. Seriously though every sodding car is a freaking so called high end thing, I mean my mums Toyota has lasted nearly 20 years and everyone says Toyota know how to make and build cars. My mum says these people don’t own the cars, just rent them to make it look as if they have money but still the boasting! Ok sorry for my rant there! I’m glad you can see my point of view. I will also say personally I do find these horrible people unattractive and not idol like etc but then I question myself. Omg serves them right about those show offs getting flashed I hope they lost their licenses but everything seems to be avoided as long as you take a course. You drove the correct speed limit so good on you! These horrible people are the reason why I won’t learn to drive, I freak out being a passenger. 

    Yes I have always been very close with my mum but due to family issues our relationship became so strained and even broken a few times and I’m still struggling with all the traumas and all the bullying in school and from that manager hasn’t helped! But yeah she is the one person I feel I can just be myself around, so if I scream random things in frustration due to traumas or if I stim she lets me do so and talks me down the best she can. But I do question if she really loves me or not, does she regret having me etc. hate the gaslighting! 

    I have tried noise cancelling headphones before which were very good so I guess I could invest in a pair haha. What annoys me is how they are mistreating my property and damaging my door which is new. These brats always have to do stupid things by my door and play in the hallway which they shouldn’t do. They have made the hallway a mess with all shoes and footballs and toys etc but why should I have to pick them up. I’m sending the recordings to my mum as well so she has them as backup. Hopefully they will be away for Christmas, I mean a big gathering in a flat is going to be crowded let’s face it. I had asked for these mermaid figurines that I liked the look of and my mum said don’t order them so I had the hint she was getting them but last night she said she had sent them back as they were expensive for what they were made of (plastic not glass) and apparently they didn’t look nice, just tacky and nothing like the pictures. Feel disappointed about this and I never got to see them but guess I can’t do much about it now. 

    Yeah I found that Disney has ruined the Simpsons in my opinion and now they are getting whoever these vloggers, tiktokkers, reality stars are on the show. I mean if they are ordinary people then why class them as celebs?! Omg I love that one with sideshow bob and selma, my mum sends me so many videos of that, I love it when sideshow bob has to wash himself down lol! In hit and run, Patty and Selma’s one liners when failing the street race just get me all the time. Some of my favs are

    our Homer Simpson fail stamps have worn out from over use

    marge you’re just like tour vacuum cleaner, you suck

    Patty: come on bart even millhouse did better than that

    Bart: ooh that hurt 

    Millhouse: I can hear you! 

    Selma: yeah I know

  • Aww thank you for your understanding. It was really rotten but I’m feeling better now and have enjoyed Xmas baking today. I made some gingerbread men and a cute reindeer cookie. Omg I’m sorry! Neighbours can be the worst they really can lol! I’m sorry yours have been being such a pain.. but good thinking capturing video evidence, keep that safe and then if it escalates you can use it. Have you got any noise cancelling headphones? I was thinking something like that would help when your neighbours start banging. Sometimes my neighbours on the left can play really loud music *rolls eyes* so I always put on my noise cancelling headphones then. They’re an absolute lifesaver lol!

    Aww nice that sounds so lovely! Sounds like you have a close bond with your mum. I wish I got to spend a bit more time with my mum than I do. Been a long time since I got to spend a whole evening with her.

    Yeah bit rubbish but hey at least I’m not working all day Xmas Eve and I get to drive home when it’s light so at least I won’t be blinded by all the horrible LED lights in the dark lol! Hopefully you’ll still have a fab Xmas despite the bad neighbours. You’ll be so busy with your make up stuff and Yoshi Nintendo gift card you’ll not notice the neighbours I bet! I don’t think anyone’s hinted about what I might be getting so I’ve no idea. Yeah longest 9 days ever lol!!!! Xmas Eve is the longest day ever though I think. I can’t get to sleep on that night way too excited lol.

    Omg yeah and they all do it to! Lights flashing, horns going and speeding past either making a rude gesture or actually hear them shout it out their window. And there’s never police around when they do it I’ve noticed. Although funny but true story, a couple of years ago I’d finished work late and was driving home on the motorway. Three modern flashy cars sped up, flashing their lights because I was doing the speed limit. They shot past me and then the overhead speed cameras got them! All 3 flashed! Probably one of my fave that’s karma moments. I’m sorry your mums Toyota is playing up. I have a Mini Cooper and it’s mostly reliable but it does have this weird fault where the ABS light keeps coming on and off. I’m not technically minded with cars so I just hope it all stays working lol! My street is lined with Audis, BMWs and Tesla’s mostly. And the people who own them all think they’re better than everyone else! Like you said people boast and they make it their mission to let you know it. Yeah I think you’re right, I don’t think they are nice looking, I think people just say it because they’re rich enough to drive these supposed to be amazing cars. I’d rather have my Mini any day and be a nice person than boastful and rude.

    Aww well I’m really glad you have your mum. I always think of my mum as my best friend and it sounds like your mum is yours too. My mum is much the same very understanding of my situation and the things I struggle with. Being asked questions constantly must be frustrating and exhausting! I’m really sorry you have to put up with that. Sounds awful for you xx.

    Aww thanks, I’ll try and friend you. I’m not sure how it works on this site but I’ll have a look lol!

    I haven’t played any of them for a long time but I find myself really wanting to play them again. Must be nostalgia or something lol! You can’t buy them on Steam or EA App unfortunately. Yeah the later Simpsons are pretty bad and it pains me to say that lol! I think the best was from season 1-16 for me. I really enjoyed them.

    Lol I like Patty and Selma as well! There’s a funny episode where Sideshow Bob tries to kill Selma, it’s an early one but so funny lol!

    Penny Two hearts

  • Hiya Penny! Don’t you worry about the late reply, so sorry you haven’t been too good lately but glad to hear you are better now! Ugh I had an awful weekends thanks to the neighbours giving me a hard time. Plus they keep banging on my door each morning but I have video evidence so if I am able to take action then I have proof. I had a lovely evening with my mum yesterday though so that was nice. 

    Aww I’m sorry you have to work Christmas Eve but at least you still get some time off in the evening and Christmas Day so that great! Yeah I’m hoping my Christmas will be good but with the issues I’m getting from the neighbours I worry I’m not going to have a good time. Also my Nintendo membership runs out on Christmas Day, forgot I renewed it on Christmas Day last year lol! As for presents my mum has hinted about the make up brush cleaner and a yoshi Nintendo gift card but who knows, have to wait a long nine days lol! 

    Omg don’t get me started on all these BMWs, Audis, Mercs, bentlys, tezlas etc! I am fed up with the about of flashing the lights, the honking of the horns and speeding past whilst giving the ride gestures. My mum has a 2007 toyota and that car is like a sibling to me but it’s playing up now. Unfortunately though even when it’s functioning we get all these young people and young parents being so rude to us and even calling us old grandmas! Not to mention them laughing at us in a nasty way as well. You are lucky to see a hyundi or something these days! I mean every weekday all the six formers who park along my road all have flaming audis or that and have to brag about their money and rich families! Why do people have to boast? Also are these people actually nice looking? I ask this because that’s what I’ve been told and if I don’t think they’re nice looking them I’m too jealous and stubborn to admit it but I really honestly don’t think they are nice looking but apparently I’m jealous and stubborn. Been gaslighted. 

    Yeah only my mum seems to understand my autism and other conditions or is at least more accepting of them all. Say if I explain to anyone else they just constantly ask me questions until I am unable to answer and then they say I can’t be that bad if I can’t answer all the questions. 

    Aww I’m here for you if you ever want to chat with me as well, feel free to add me if you want but it’s ok if you prefer not to! I understand. 

    Omg I want to play road rage and Simpsons game as well! But hit and run is like one of my all time favourites! I’ve watched the majority of the Simpsons but I have found the later episodes to be really bad. I mean it’s like they are running out of ideas if you ask me. I only really like the selma and patty ones as those two make me laugh so much! Especially in hit and run lol! 

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  • Hiya Penny! Don’t you worry about the late reply, so sorry you haven’t been too good lately but glad to hear you are better now! Ugh I had an awful weekends thanks to the neighbours giving me a hard time. Plus they keep banging on my door each morning but I have video evidence so if I am able to take action then I have proof. I had a lovely evening with my mum yesterday though so that was nice. 

    Aww I’m sorry you have to work Christmas Eve but at least you still get some time off in the evening and Christmas Day so that great! Yeah I’m hoping my Christmas will be good but with the issues I’m getting from the neighbours I worry I’m not going to have a good time. Also my Nintendo membership runs out on Christmas Day, forgot I renewed it on Christmas Day last year lol! As for presents my mum has hinted about the make up brush cleaner and a yoshi Nintendo gift card but who knows, have to wait a long nine days lol! 

    Omg don’t get me started on all these BMWs, Audis, Mercs, bentlys, tezlas etc! I am fed up with the about of flashing the lights, the honking of the horns and speeding past whilst giving the ride gestures. My mum has a 2007 toyota and that car is like a sibling to me but it’s playing up now. Unfortunately though even when it’s functioning we get all these young people and young parents being so rude to us and even calling us old grandmas! Not to mention them laughing at us in a nasty way as well. You are lucky to see a hyundi or something these days! I mean every weekday all the six formers who park along my road all have flaming audis or that and have to brag about their money and rich families! Why do people have to boast? Also are these people actually nice looking? I ask this because that’s what I’ve been told and if I don’t think they’re nice looking them I’m too jealous and stubborn to admit it but I really honestly don’t think they are nice looking but apparently I’m jealous and stubborn. Been gaslighted. 

    Yeah only my mum seems to understand my autism and other conditions or is at least more accepting of them all. Say if I explain to anyone else they just constantly ask me questions until I am unable to answer and then they say I can’t be that bad if I can’t answer all the questions. 

    Aww I’m here for you if you ever want to chat with me as well, feel free to add me if you want but it’s ok if you prefer not to! I understand. 

    Omg I want to play road rage and Simpsons game as well! But hit and run is like one of my all time favourites! I’ve watched the majority of the Simpsons but I have found the later episodes to be really bad. I mean it’s like they are running out of ideas if you ask me. I only really like the selma and patty ones as those two make me laugh so much! Especially in hit and run lol! 

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  • Oh and I have begun collecting porcelain figurines. I got a cherub recently who is just super adorable! Also like the Greek goddesses as well! I have one on order but annoying coming from china so a long wait! How many figurines do you have and what are they of? Grin I also collect amiibos as well! I have all the yoshi and peach ones, got both rosalinas and majority of Kirby franchise ones but want the air riders ones and the Mario galaxy ones lol! 

  • Thank you for the video! I will have a full watch later on but omg I want to play it again! Say watching that and many other hit and run videos are much more entertaining than the episodes if you ask me! I mean what was that new one where Marge was ill all the time all about? The one where she feared her kids growing up, I thought the simpsons were meant to be funny!

    Omg it’s because of those tiktokkers and reality stars etc that I won’t watch strictly or get me out of here anymore! I mean there was this girl on clarksons farm who annoyed me because all she was interested in was her stupid tik tok videos, these people make Gen Z people looks complete morons and I’m Gen Z so I feel so ashamed and embarrassed that I am not like all of them. I get bullied by them for being different and then bullied by other generations for being Gen Z I can’t win! 

    Wow at least no one was harmed when this fire happened in the block. I mean why would people do such a thing?! How can people thing this kind of stuff is funny? Sounds like a Corrie thing if you ask me. Yeah in my block they have tucked away their stuff in the corner thinking my camera won’t catch it but they are so wrong! If they are going to be brats I may just shout at them and f and blind at them, if they don’t like it well they should be more respectful. If the owners of the building won’t do anything about it or even legal action fails then I will have no choice but to move. I do hope it doesn’t come to it but I do dread it. 

    Wow an older man driving a big Land Rover, that’s unusual he probably didn’t know what he was doing, either do the younger ones. It’s all just for show and that’s how horrible people seem to have gone these days! It’s so annoying! Again I blame celebrities for all this! The thing is that these people probably go into debt or take loans out or even steal cars but they all seem to get away with it. One of my mums friend has a bmw that she upgrades every time a new one comes and she’s in debt and can’t seem to pay it off but she still seems to get away with it. Don’t get me wrong she is a lovely person and so caring and friendly but she got sucked into this because of all the bullying she got from other mums when the kids were younger! Also if you go to rougher areas even they are lined with this so called high end cars! Like how?! It really p me off! 

    Yeah I am very close with my mum but as I said I do struggle more now since our fights we’ve had, it’s like she listened to her sister and then became and evil ogre and monster who kept gaslighting me and everything! My presence really seemed to annoy her and she wanted nothing to do with me! I had the last laugh when everyone saw what a monster this sister was but I think well why didn’t they listen to me? All these traumas make me feel more upset and distant from my mum now and since the bullying at the work place and on holiday I really do question if my mum really loves me or is it forced love? 

    All these traumas Selma and patty episodes are so funny in my opinion, I find the one where they play with homers iou thingy funny, something to do with spending on jack o lanterns or something haha! And the one where they become friends was also funny! Also I find this picture really funny for some reason 

     Don’t ask why lol! 

  • Thanks so much!! You’re officially my first ever friend.

    Yeah I know what you mean! Only the other week I had this land range rover suv thing right on my bumper for a couple of miles and then he shot past me, blasted his horn and was gone. He looked quite elderly as well which surprised me. I thought he’d be a bit more mature lol! Again I was doing 40 in a 40mph zone.. I’m not really a car girl but I think the Minis are super cute! I could never have one of these so-called fancy high end cars. I don’t think it’s jealousy at all, you see the truth and it’s like so many people know it they just go all gooey over these cars because they’re new and expensive and I guess driven by “Successful” people. I think your mum is right, a lot of people do rent them on finance and then just change their finance to a different newer one a couple of years later. There’s a guy at my work who does exactly that and he boasts to everybody about it and when he’s asked how he affords it he says because he’s at the top of his career but one of the girls I work with said he’s paying so much a year for it..It’s all show with people like that and he’s so in love with himself lol! People like that are always all the same.

    I think some people could be attractive but because they just boast and show off it makes them unattractive. I think that makes sense. You just see and hear their horribleness and can’t see anything else. I have an aunt who is just like that, drives a Jaguar don’t know what one but it’s very new and she’s always bragging about owning it. She wouldn’t give a car like mine or your mums Toyota a second glance. Probably just say still got that old thing, she says that to me all the time. Ahhhhhhh! People are so frustrating lol! I really hope those people lost their license but I bet they didn’t. Like you said they probably just had to do a course! I’m not a good passenger either! I’m slightly better behind the wheel of a car but if it’s dark my anxiety can get bad or if there’s someone being a total moron behind me lol! I didn’t initially ever intend to drive, I would happily walk anywhere but when I got my job it meant I had to travel by train and this was during peak times and the amount of people and noise was unbearable.. so I hastily learned to drive lol. I enjoy it but only when it’s quiet. Driving at peak times is the worst.. I don’t blame you not learning to drive. If I didn’t have to work I’d not bother either lol!

    I can understand your questioning yourself like that. I think your mum does love you and doesn’t regret having you – that’s probably just anxiety and the Autistic brain over thinking everything. The fact your mum is there for you despite past stuff happening and she talks you down and helps you when you’re struggling shows how much she loves you. My mum is very much the same and believe me we have clashed at times before as well! When I was at secondary school I struggled 90% of the time and was probably a real cow to my mum but she stuck by me and I am forever grateful for that.

    I think it’s natural to clash with your mum every now and then. We’re only human and unfortunately it’s very human to have fallings out from time to time! The main thing is that you make up after. That shows how close you are I think xx.

    That’s really bad the playing by your door and damaging it, not to mention leaving all their stuff in the walkway like that. It’s potentially a trip hazard and could be a fire hazard as well. You should photograph that and highlight those concerns because IMO they’re valid points. There was a block of flats near where I work a few years ago and some kids left their stuff outside and someone set it on fire.. caused a lot of damage and it was just sheer luck no one was hurt. Your neighbours sound so bad! I wish I didn’t have neighbours, I’d like to live in the countryside surrounded by farm animals lol! Or on a deserted island! Somewhere silent where people won’t bother me and show off their high end cars lmao! That’s a shame about your glass figurines, but I suppose it’s a good thing rather than you open them on Xmas day and be super disappointed because they weren’t what you were hoping they would be. Hopefully you will find some nicer ones at another time.

    Do you collect many things? I like to collect porcelain figurines. I’m slowly building up a nice collection!

    I really hope your neighbours are away next week and you can have a lovely peaceful Xmas.

    LMAO yeah it’s such a funny scene and Sideshow Bob says how even murder has its ugly side! I love his character he’s so funny. I don’t get how these vloggers and tiktok people are supposedly celebs lol! They do like one really lame video or podcast and suddenly there as famous as Taylor Swift lol. Makes no sense to me! Personally I don’t watch or listen to anything like that.
    And yeah totally agree it was waaayyy better before Disney got involved with the Simpsons. Sadly it’s been on a downward track for a long time now.

    Lol! The dialogue in the game is so funny, it’s got in the Simpsons game as well but hit and run was lots of fun. I saw on YT there’s actually a video of all the cutscenes put together so it is like an actual episode film thing.

    Here it is: 

    I’ll watch this until I can get the game again Laughing

    Penny Two hearts

  • I accepted your friend request you feel free to message me anytime if you want hehe! 

    Also this is a very long message so sorry if I have said so much! 

    Ugh I’m sorry to hear about your street of these supposedly oh so perfect cars. I mean loads of horrible land or range rovers everyone has to boast about as well! Not to mention convertible cars of those brands. Honestly I think the minis are cute! See I was gaslighted into believing that I was jealous of these horrible people because I was told if these horrible people were nice to me then I’d say they’re nice looking, but I can’t admit it due to my anger and jealousy etc and now I keep questioning my true thoughts and feelings, am I really denying myself? It’s so frustrating. Seriously though every sodding car is a freaking so called high end thing, I mean my mums Toyota has lasted nearly 20 years and everyone says Toyota know how to make and build cars. My mum says these people don’t own the cars, just rent them to make it look as if they have money but still the boasting! Ok sorry for my rant there! I’m glad you can see my point of view. I will also say personally I do find these horrible people unattractive and not idol like etc but then I question myself. Omg serves them right about those show offs getting flashed I hope they lost their licenses but everything seems to be avoided as long as you take a course. You drove the correct speed limit so good on you! These horrible people are the reason why I won’t learn to drive, I freak out being a passenger. 

    Yes I have always been very close with my mum but due to family issues our relationship became so strained and even broken a few times and I’m still struggling with all the traumas and all the bullying in school and from that manager hasn’t helped! But yeah she is the one person I feel I can just be myself around, so if I scream random things in frustration due to traumas or if I stim she lets me do so and talks me down the best she can. But I do question if she really loves me or not, does she regret having me etc. hate the gaslighting! 

    I have tried noise cancelling headphones before which were very good so I guess I could invest in a pair haha. What annoys me is how they are mistreating my property and damaging my door which is new. These brats always have to do stupid things by my door and play in the hallway which they shouldn’t do. They have made the hallway a mess with all shoes and footballs and toys etc but why should I have to pick them up. I’m sending the recordings to my mum as well so she has them as backup. Hopefully they will be away for Christmas, I mean a big gathering in a flat is going to be crowded let’s face it. I had asked for these mermaid figurines that I liked the look of and my mum said don’t order them so I had the hint she was getting them but last night she said she had sent them back as they were expensive for what they were made of (plastic not glass) and apparently they didn’t look nice, just tacky and nothing like the pictures. Feel disappointed about this and I never got to see them but guess I can’t do much about it now. 

    Yeah I found that Disney has ruined the Simpsons in my opinion and now they are getting whoever these vloggers, tiktokkers, reality stars are on the show. I mean if they are ordinary people then why class them as celebs?! Omg I love that one with sideshow bob and selma, my mum sends me so many videos of that, I love it when sideshow bob has to wash himself down lol! In hit and run, Patty and Selma’s one liners when failing the street race just get me all the time. Some of my favs are

    our Homer Simpson fail stamps have worn out from over use

    marge you’re just like tour vacuum cleaner, you suck

    Patty: come on bart even millhouse did better than that

    Bart: ooh that hurt 

    Millhouse: I can hear you! 

    Selma: yeah I know

  • Aww thank you for your understanding. It was really rotten but I’m feeling better now and have enjoyed Xmas baking today. I made some gingerbread men and a cute reindeer cookie. Omg I’m sorry! Neighbours can be the worst they really can lol! I’m sorry yours have been being such a pain.. but good thinking capturing video evidence, keep that safe and then if it escalates you can use it. Have you got any noise cancelling headphones? I was thinking something like that would help when your neighbours start banging. Sometimes my neighbours on the left can play really loud music *rolls eyes* so I always put on my noise cancelling headphones then. They’re an absolute lifesaver lol!

    Aww nice that sounds so lovely! Sounds like you have a close bond with your mum. I wish I got to spend a bit more time with my mum than I do. Been a long time since I got to spend a whole evening with her.

    Yeah bit rubbish but hey at least I’m not working all day Xmas Eve and I get to drive home when it’s light so at least I won’t be blinded by all the horrible LED lights in the dark lol! Hopefully you’ll still have a fab Xmas despite the bad neighbours. You’ll be so busy with your make up stuff and Yoshi Nintendo gift card you’ll not notice the neighbours I bet! I don’t think anyone’s hinted about what I might be getting so I’ve no idea. Yeah longest 9 days ever lol!!!! Xmas Eve is the longest day ever though I think. I can’t get to sleep on that night way too excited lol.

    Omg yeah and they all do it to! Lights flashing, horns going and speeding past either making a rude gesture or actually hear them shout it out their window. And there’s never police around when they do it I’ve noticed. Although funny but true story, a couple of years ago I’d finished work late and was driving home on the motorway. Three modern flashy cars sped up, flashing their lights because I was doing the speed limit. They shot past me and then the overhead speed cameras got them! All 3 flashed! Probably one of my fave that’s karma moments. I’m sorry your mums Toyota is playing up. I have a Mini Cooper and it’s mostly reliable but it does have this weird fault where the ABS light keeps coming on and off. I’m not technically minded with cars so I just hope it all stays working lol! My street is lined with Audis, BMWs and Tesla’s mostly. And the people who own them all think they’re better than everyone else! Like you said people boast and they make it their mission to let you know it. Yeah I think you’re right, I don’t think they are nice looking, I think people just say it because they’re rich enough to drive these supposed to be amazing cars. I’d rather have my Mini any day and be a nice person than boastful and rude.

    Aww well I’m really glad you have your mum. I always think of my mum as my best friend and it sounds like your mum is yours too. My mum is much the same very understanding of my situation and the things I struggle with. Being asked questions constantly must be frustrating and exhausting! I’m really sorry you have to put up with that. Sounds awful for you xx.

    Aww thanks, I’ll try and friend you. I’m not sure how it works on this site but I’ll have a look lol!

    I haven’t played any of them for a long time but I find myself really wanting to play them again. Must be nostalgia or something lol! You can’t buy them on Steam or EA App unfortunately. Yeah the later Simpsons are pretty bad and it pains me to say that lol! I think the best was from season 1-16 for me. I really enjoyed them.

    Lol I like Patty and Selma as well! There’s a funny episode where Sideshow Bob tries to kill Selma, it’s an early one but so funny lol!

    Penny Two hearts