Crushes

Had a crush on a girl in my year all throughout high school, right from the first time I laid eyes on her.  I could barely even look at her without blushing, let alone pluck up the courage to talk to her.  Must've been obvious to her and everyone else.  At one point she even asked me out but I was so embarrassed I said no.  What an idiot.

Had a crush on a girl in my year all throughout high school, right from the first time I laid eyes on her.  I could barely even look at her without blushing, let alone pluck up the courage to talk to her.  Must've been obvious to her and everyone else.  At one point she even asked me out but I was so embarrassed I said no.  What an idiot.

Aw that is like so cute. I probably would be the exact same though if I'd been in your shoes.

I had several crushes; and still do. But I have no confidence to date.

Exactly the same thing happened to me.  Dont even actually ever think i spoke to her in school but I dreamed in my head how to act....but in real life, just crumbled.  She even asked me out....said no like you because, i just panicked.....wouldnt have been able to speak.  This were i got abuse, not from her but everyone thinking i was probably gay or something.  Also had people wanting to beat me up because they were jealous....mad times.  This happened twice in high school. Often look back and think..."you absolute idiot"  Just didnt have the "skills" to converse.  But, i am what i am