I think I'm unloveable

this is a tough one, was u ex autistic as well ? 

but he must have seen something in u because  8 months is quite long so u r loveable. the issue is having conversations .

can u get him back ?

I think that's what ruined it, the conversations. it was my fault and I think I'll always be the problem in all my relationships unless I magically fix it

quite a hard think to fix --- u would need to learn how to conduct  conversations.

have u tried anything in the past ?

u are fine at conversation  see u later 

Oh yeah I'll add more to my bio now, thank you

I think also I might try making online friends? Even if I don't meet them irl it should help me with conversation skills and make me feel a bit less lonely

u just to fine a man who has similar interests  or political views so you can talk about thise things OR sometimes oppostes attract each other which has always interested biologists. 

are you working ? do u like art, music, the color pink ?

put these details into your bio so more peple here will talk to you. Talking is all about practise and how to play up to egos.

if u meet a man u like and u cant think of anything to say just keep saying 

"thats interesting"

"your great"    " I like u " "your funny"     

also see if you can find Active Listening tutorials ---- i was trained by a Bot in Active listening !

That's a good idea, thank you

I also think I might just have to accept the fact that I won't ever be 'normal' in a relationship, however I also know that if I find the right person they will try to understand 

u can have a conversation using text here pretty well u're not boring I can feel your character . So next time u meet a man u want  arrange texting and IMing sessions between you even when sitting close by.  How does that sound J  ?

I'm assuming you said you have an idea? If that's what you meant then definitely I'd love to know it

GP didnt really know ,,, he asked why i thought ihad social anxiety, i listed the symptoms and he refered me for an initial assessment  then a formal observed asessment and then a feedback meeting months later. "You are autistic", "definitely"   i was in shock   because i knew autisn was way more serious as u know.  I think i have an idea, do u want to know it ?

GP didnt really know ,,, he asked why i thought ihad social anxiety, i listed the symptoms and he refered me for an initial assessment  then a formal observed asessment and then a feedback meeting months later. "You are autistic", "definitely"   i was in shock   because i knew autisn was way more serious as u know.  I think i have an idea, do u want to know it ?

u are fine at conversation  see u later 

Oh yeah I'll add more to my bio now, thank you

I think also I might try making online friends? Even if I don't meet them irl it should help me with conversation skills and make me feel a bit less lonely

u just to fine a man who has similar interests  or political views so you can talk about thise things OR sometimes oppostes attract each other which has always interested biologists. 

are you working ? do u like art, music, the color pink ?

put these details into your bio so more peple here will talk to you. Talking is all about practise and how to play up to egos.

if u meet a man u like and u cant think of anything to say just keep saying 

"thats interesting"

"your great"    " I like u " "your funny"     

also see if you can find Active Listening tutorials ---- i was trained by a Bot in Active listening !

That's a good idea, thank you

I also think I might just have to accept the fact that I won't ever be 'normal' in a relationship, however I also know that if I find the right person they will try to understand 

u can have a conversation using text here pretty well u're not boring I can feel your character . So next time u meet a man u want  arrange texting and IMing sessions between you even when sitting close by.  How does that sound J  ?

I'm assuming you said you have an idea? If that's what you meant then definitely I'd love to know it