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I watch other people talking and I think I'm doing the same as them but it doesn't "work" like it does for them. Maybe it's my facial expression, which apparently doesn't always match what I'm saying? I also can't cope with more than one person at a time. When I try to speak I am ignored, often for someone to repeat the same sentence and get laughs/interest.

I've spent the past 4 years trying very hard to fit in with other parents since my daughter started school and one by one everyone has started ignoring/avoiding me. I'm never unkind, I don't break promises, I try to support people but somehow I'm not good enough. 

So largely I just ignore everyone.

its not so much your not good enough its more like your too good for other people ,they drive me nuts., i scrutinize ever think in order to get it right and no matte what i get it wrong thats me for many decades

its not so much your not good enough its more like your too good for other people ,they drive me nuts., i scrutinize ever think in order to get it right and no matte what i get it wrong thats me for many decades