Published on 12, July, 2020
Hi
From past few weeks I’ve been feeling distant and detached from everything. I don’t know how to explain it, but it’s absolutely horrible. Nothing I do or say feels genuine. I’ve also started paying less attention to the people close to me which has been ruining a lot of my relationships. I keep convincing myself that everyone hates me even though my friends keep reassuring me that they don’t. I wish I could tell them what I’m feeling and what I’m going through but I’m scared they’ll look at me a different way or just drop me in general.
Welcome to the club. I'm like this with everything and everyone including myself actually. It's a lonely place to be. Keep hold of your friends though it's unusual for someone with autism to have friends. I tried so many times to make friends and each time I crashed and burned.