Hello.

Can I start again, on here?

Nearly wrote a massive long blurb explaining all my thoughts and things, but then thought no stop. Its time to stop posting and deleting, keep it short.

The short version:

50 something female. Asked for referral for assessment, got it, now decided against it for various reasons. So much on here is relatable though and I do have few questions I'd like to ask.

Edit to add: I've emailed the autism service and asked them to remove me from their waiting list, if I change my mind I could maybe take the private route but I'm almost certain now that I no longer need any of that. If it was a case of having a scan or a blood test then yes I'd go for it like a shot but forms/questionnaires/assessments, no thanks to that.