Published on 12, July, 2020
Hi, I'm new here and this is my first time reaching out on any kind of social forum. I was recently diagnosed with autism, I have struggled a lot my whole life with social interactions and due to so many misunderstandings and trauma I have spent a long time believing there is something wrong with me/that I'm a bad person (because no matter how hard I would try I would still upset or annoy people without understanding or realising).I was previously diagnosed with bipolar but recently it has been concluded that it was always autism and ADHD, which due to not being picked up on led to many problems that then caused the psychosis like secondary issues.I've lived more than 10 years now in isolation, and live alone. I don't go outside and I am afraid to be seen by others or interact with them so I only see doctors and such for my many health issues. I rely on pets and online interactions to deal with the loneliness, but found that online gaming communities are very toxic and I couldn't cope in them anymore.I have really severe anxiety, so have never been able to reach out in any communities before now. I hope I haven't overshared, as I know I have a habit of doing so and annoying people.It would be nice to have people to talk to though, so thank you for your time if anyone has spent it reading this :)
Hi Goblin. We love ‘over ’-sharing here (or as most of us would see it, adequately sharing!) it’s what helps us support each other. I hope you like it here. It’s a lovely community and if you give it a while topics and threads will come up that you will feel especially connected to or just find fun.
Thank you, even being told that over-sharing isn't immediately abhorrent makes me a bit emotional. I have spent a really long time being punished and told I was wrong for the way that I am, it means a lot that you would be so welcoming.