Where can i find a good Councillor and do I have to pay?

I live with other people NT's and they are at the end of their tether and can't live with me anymore they say I need a Councillor.

I forgetting things all the time, I get lost in my own thought. 

I'm defensive, I don't like negative situations or feelings like I am being blamed. 

I talk over people, I don't know when to speak 

I'm inpatient, I don't know when to speak 

I'm rude, I don't mean to be.

I'm not social, I'm exhausted and want peace. 

I always complain, I'm forced every day to live in an environment that assaults me mentally and leaves me in fragments.

I can't be reached, I feel lost.