Published on 12, July, 2020
Which is why i've returned to the forum. Sometimes all you need in life is a kind ear and that can be hard to find. Often support relies exclusively on advice. But i've heard all the advice now. It's extremely hard for humans not to immediately leap to reactionary judgement as that is the easiest thing to do. Can anyone spare me a sentence. A non judgemental one. Even if it's only, "Hi and i hope you will be well". Life can be difficult when you live it alone.
Hello Malojian, I remember you from some months ago. I have also returned to the forum today. I got very stressed and took a break from social interactions. Sorry to read you've been struggling. I hope you start to feel better soon.
Hello Plectrum. I'm sorry to hear that you are also struggling.
Well, I probably wrote a bit unclearly in my post. I took a break from the forum because I was struggling with all kinds of interactions and stress elsewhere. I went through a phase when i thought I was unintentionally provoking everyone I came into contact with. I was also falling out of my daily routine and having bad waking / sleep cycles that made it almost impossible to go to work. I feel a bit better so I decided to come back and try it again.
yes, I was in a chat where an idlewild song came up. I love music but it also burns too hard in my senses sometimes as well. When I am busy at work I have to forget music, like staying away from something you love because you love it too much. Otherwise it would swallow me whole and I might not eat, sleep or work.
oh Are you the person that like Idlewild on here? I see your user name is plectrum. Listening to music is one of my enthusiasms!