Published on 12, July, 2020
The list goes on and on and on...
No wonder I'm medicated, makes me want to bore a hole through myself just for being one of you. My freedom will only come when I'm free from you for good. Hence why I know how to euthanize myself peacefully because it is my legal right to choose to do so. Any further hostile intervention without my consent will be seen as just another attack against my own capacity to dealing with you.
Want to cure me? You can start by giving myself back without the BS. Failing that, at least we can exist together without killing each other, right? Wrong! You can't because you are you. And nothing will change the existential depravity that you drive into other life.
My path of self consumption will only end when you end your malicious ways and finally free to breath to be myself. You can hide my psychache with drugs but you can't hide me from myself. I am me, and there's not a damn thing you can do about it. But I'm concerned that it maybe too late to save me from myself from future incursions. Neurosis has a terrible habit of wreaking things before the good has even begun.
This Thread appeared last Friday.
And NAS has been unusually busy replying to Posts upon a Saturday... Except to this Thread, so far.
NAS sometimes follows me, and so I am posting in order to draw attention to this Thread. I agree with some of it, and so can offer little advice that is acceptable for this Forum.