does else worry about being a bad person? I try really hard to be a good person but I only ever seem to make everyone I love unhappy due to my unreasonable demands for attention, patience, reassurance and support. By people, I mean more specifically my parents. I am twenty but I rely totally on them for almost everything. I am like a child in how much I need them. It doesn't help that along with my Asperger's, I have a long standing history of anorexia. This means that I basically rely on them to feed me and reassure me about the food and myself.
I am basically a drain. I take and never give.
I also think that I will never have a family of my own, even though I really want one. First, I have no idea how relationships work. Second, I am such a waste of space that no one would ever be able to love me who didn't already have some kind of obligation to do so (like my parents do)
anyway, sorry for being miserable and dramatic. Just feeling down.
also, sorry for not replying to people's posts here for a while. That's another thing which I worry makes me a bad, selfish person.
sorry.