Published on 12, July, 2020
Hi,
I hope this message finds everyone well.
There's a persistent niggle at work and I don't quite know what to make of it. If I try to set things out as objectively as I can, perhaps you can help me understand if this is a more serious issue than a mere 'niggle'.
I lead a technical team at an insurance company and occasionally come into contact with the most senior people in the UK business. These interactions are often supported/facilitated by formal documents in which - for example - I will be required to offer written commentary around my team's activity in its identification and management of risk. Not particularly interesting stuff so I shalln't labour the background, but, in short, I'm required to offer the company's bigwigs formal prose occasionally.
I struggle with communication. This is one of our bread-and-butter characteristics as an autistic community and for me, as far as this post is concerned, the niggle is that the above-noted documents are repeatedly called out by my manager and her manager (a member of the UK executive) as 'too complicated' or 'in need of simplification'. I dutifully re-read this material and other than around the absolute edges (e.g. the occasional question of word economy) I cannot see how to make it simpler without appearing to write for a community of children.
Is it a false analogy to imagine a manager conceiving the idea that there ought to be a minimum walking speed, with an employee in, say, a wheelchair, called out for their deviation therefrom? This person's disadvantage is obvious, whereas mine is not. That said, and for the avoidance of doubt, both my manager and her manager know I'm autistic, but perhaps neither realise that a) communication is a common source of autistic challenge, and b) calling this out when it manifests has a discriminatory flavour to it.
Does it? Is b) true? My relationship with the above-noted parties and my employer in general are strong (I've been at the company for 13 years), and perhaps that's why I'm writing. There's tension between that positivity and what I experience across a) and b) above.
Something of a brain-dump. Interested to hear people's thoughts.
KR,
MC
Their loss. You were the one who got there, on your own merit, while they seek a Yesman.
Sometimes people in senior positions try too hard to be 'with it'; due to their own insecurities, and childhood issues. I was the same, growing up. I wanted to listen to older music, as a boy, and follow kids' culture as a young man.
Perhaps this is a polite form of character assassination.
Just my thoughts.