Published on 12, July, 2020
I think people who are neurotypical don't honestly get what we Autistics are asking when it comes to us asking to be accommodated to and I feel it has to do with the brainwashing they to over complicate and over think things.Like I don't think us who are Autistic are asking a lot of people, yeah there are things beyond our control, like the other day I went to a reenactment and they had some loud noises with guns and cannons going off which was a sensory overload for me.I mean for me to have a function relationship with me is simple:
How is stuff like this hard for neurotypicals to conform to just so I can function? What about anyone else? What is it that you need accommodated that neurotypicals don't seem to understand?
I'm still trying to understand where the neurotypical behavior ends and autistic behavior or realm begins. Like i want to be accommodated, but I've grown up in the neurotypical world, thinking i've been neurotypical this whole time and so have been applying those standards and expectations and ideals to myself when thats not the thing thats supportive for me at all. I'm in the process of unmasking and trying to manage the sensory overload that comes with it. The world feels completely different now that ive started paying attention to my own internal sensory experience. It's really strange and im still feeling confused a lot even though i realize now that most of my "weird" sensory experiences are due to autism (awareness helps but not as much as i'd like). How do you untangle the neurotypical culture and it's expectations from your own way of being as an autistic person? I would appreciate any advice. I am a late diagnosis at 21, presenting the female phenotype, and according to my psychologist mask a lot.