Published on 12, July, 2020
I don't feel the natural bond that many of you here feel for each other. I don't think Autistics are superior to Allistic people. I think they're just as bad. I may aswell just wonder into my local bus station and hold a convo there for all the good posting here does for me.I'm going to leave.
People ultimately let us down. I let some down, some let me down. That's life.
I feel that less expectations lead to better days.
My Papa would say that if youre pessimistic you actually end up happier. Like if you go to a party thinking itll be rubbish, then anything better than your expectation will make you have a good time. But if you go thinking itll be amazing, and its anything less then youll be dissapointed.
I'd never put it into words, but yeah, I don't think I've EVER "looked forwards to something" and been satisfied when I got it.. All my wins come as a nice surprise...