Published on 12, July, 2020
I've spent a liftime trying to run away from myself. The penny dropped with me some years ago how futile my ruminations were. I've tried giving myself permission to accept my status quo. It works for me in the short term but old habits die hard with my return to beating myself up every now and again. Has anyone else succeeded in achieving this elusive peace of mind?
I am, on the whole, happy with who I am. It was't always so, in my younger days I was hugely uncomfortable in my own skin. Age seems to have helped a lot.
If It's any consolation I believe the Pope himself has not achieved peace of mind with global events as they are!
I'm looking but feel I'll be searching forever. My mind is in WW3, seemingly with itself. *sighs*.