Published on 12, July, 2020
I've spent a liftime trying to run away from myself. The penny dropped with me some years ago how futile my ruminations were. I've tried giving myself permission to accept my status quo. It works for me in the short term but old habits die hard with my return to beating myself up every now and again. Has anyone else succeeded in achieving this elusive peace of mind?
I'm relatively happy in life. I have regrets but try not to focus on them. I'm happier now than I was a few years ago, life on the whole is better for me.
I envy anyone who is able to bury and forget the past.