Published on 12, July, 2020
It's been a bad and very sad year. I lost family members was in a wreck of a relationship and it's all been a lot to cope with and now I feel sad.
My ex seemed to be a messer which upsets me as I really liked him but I guess it was just me being stupid for not realising it straight away. And through it all I'm now missing my sister more than ever and it's not even been a year since she died yet. Just months though it feels a lot longer to me.
I was hoping this would be a good year as last year wasn't that good either.
I miss the fun and innocence of when I was a kid.
I'm so sorry to read this.
Please accept my condolences
I've lost quite a few family members and my sister died in 2012.
My experience is that the pain recedes but you never stop missing them.
As it's been less than a year with regard to your sister, it's not surprising that you are missing her 'more than ever'.
When my dad died I don't think I grieved properly (probably through trying to support my mum) and then months later I had a 'breakdown' and had to be signed off work.
It happens like that sometimes.
I hope that life picks up for you.
Life is always in a state of flux, and from my own experience, good times do come.
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