Published on 12, July, 2020
Hi, It has happened a few times now that I have felt quite upset and triggered by the way people talk about autism. I now work as a developmental neurobiologist so inevitably I end up in situations at work where autism is being mentioned or talked about. For example today, someone defined autistic traits as ‘being unable to act in a social manner and not being able to perform in society’. Then there have been numerous occasions where autism is referred to as a ‘developmental disorder’ , people talk about deficits, treatment etc. I know this isn’t meant to be upsetting and I am not expecting people to change how they talk about it but I still find this upsetting. I then wonder - am I really that broken? It also makes me worry what people would think about me if they knew I was autistic- would they then see me as an unsociable person unable to perform in society? I am feeling quite insecure and overwhelmed anyways at the moment with new work, recently moving etc, so I am being overly sensitive and crippled from low confidence in myself anyways. I almost burst into tears today because I felt so inadequate as I was listening to all this talk about how dysfunctional autistic people are. Does anyone have any advice on how to cope with these situations? I feel like there are so many misconceptions about autistic people out there that lots of people must have experienced similar in various settings.
NAS describes autism as a developmental disability:
https://www.autism.org.uk/advice-and-guidance/what-is-autism
Social and communication difficulties are part of the diagnosis (see 'Characteristics of Autism'):
https://autismhampshire.org.uk/about-autism/what-is-autism
As it's a spectrum, some people will experience those issues mentioned and others will experience but be able to survive by 'masking' in social situations.
I'm not sure myself that what you say re 'misconceptions' is correct ...
It's one of the issues I have with the use of 'spectrum', and the use of 'high' and 'low' functioning as descriptors becoming less popular.
I understand why the levels are no longer popular, including learning from other members here.
However, here are the levels as they were/are understood.
So, some of these people will fall very firmly within the descriptors in your post:
https://www.verywellhealth.com/what-are-the-three-levels-of-autism-260233