Published on 12, July, 2020
I have an appointment this week
Anyway I was expecting a long wait and now my appointment is in 5 days, not sure if this is an autism thing, but I need time to prepare myself for things I get anxious when things I have set in my mind to do change. So now I am panicking as haven't had that mental time to settle myself to do the appointment.
I am also excited because if I am diagnosed as autistic this will make so much sense of my daily struggles, but also will make me sad to have been misunderstood and struggled for many many years.
Any advice please?
Were you nervous before assessment?
How did you feel once diagnosed, especially if older like me?
Hello Salsa
I had to wait three years for my assessment and then all of a sudden I had an appointment and was sent lots of questionnaires that had to be completed and returned ( Via E-mail ) within a few days .
Anxiety , annoyance and rattled is an understatement having it all thrust upon you in such sort notice . Then I had my assessments ( Via a zoom call ) - One was for an hour and the next was for three hours . Looking back I wish I had made notes about my feelings and struggles, there were things I wish I had said but I had forgotten , I have a habit of remembering things after the event and I feel like I am lying or misleading when I say ' I just remembered ! '
My advice is take control. Speak calmly , slowly , think about your answers , don't feel rushed, Have a glass of water or juice with you if you need too and just be yourself . Remember they are not just listening to you , they are also watching your body language , your eye contact , hand gestures ( Or lack of ) Just try to relax , breathe , you've been waiting for this moment , it's here now . Don't pressure yourself or hide anything .
It's very ... exposing . All those little 'Quirks ' you hide from others you have to show them , you have to lay yourself bare and show them who you really are . It's tough but it's also very important because it's about YOU .
I wish you well and I hope everything goes well. Please leave us all an update too if you can
Thank you. I was only referred 2 weeks ago, so it was a big shock to get an appointment so quickly. I have completed the questionnaires and also sent some other info that I had done with my therapist. My main worry is I am so good at masking I get confused as to what is real me if that makes sense? I am terrible at knowing my true thoughts and feelings. But I will try and stay calm take my time answering and do my best.