Lonely but don't like people

Does anyone else feel like I do?
I feel lonely and desperate for friends to talk to but at the same time I don't like having to talk to people and I want to be at home with just me and my family and shut the world out and not have to see anyone or text anyone

It feels like quite a contradiction but so does much of my life

Also, I think its hard for me as I feel I can't truly be myself with most people, especially NT's 

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  • I feel so emotional right now. A poem about loneliness.

    I see you standin', standin' on your own
    It's such a lonely place for you, for you to be
    If you need a shoulder, or if you need a friend
    I'll be here standing until the bitter end
    No one needs the sorrow, no one needs the pain
    I hate to see you walking out there, in the cold November rain.

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  • I feel so emotional right now. A poem about loneliness.

    I see you standin', standin' on your own
    It's such a lonely place for you, for you to be
    If you need a shoulder, or if you need a friend
    I'll be here standing until the bitter end
    No one needs the sorrow, no one needs the pain
    I hate to see you walking out there, in the cold November rain.

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