Published on 12, July, 2020
Does anyone else feel like I do?I feel lonely and desperate for friends to talk to but at the same time I don't like having to talk to people and I want to be at home with just me and my family and shut the world out and not have to see anyone or text anyone
It feels like quite a contradiction but so does much of my life
Also, I think its hard for me as I feel I can't truly be myself with most people, especially NT's
Finding people you don't need to filter what you say and how you behave with is the thing. Otherwise its too much like putting on sn act. Thst can generate a lot of feelings of loneliness. This is not my culture or language here either, which can also be difficult.