Lonely but don't like people

Does anyone else feel like I do?
I feel lonely and desperate for friends to talk to but at the same time I don't like having to talk to people and I want to be at home with just me and my family and shut the world out and not have to see anyone or text anyone

It feels like quite a contradiction but so does much of my life

Also, I think its hard for me as I feel I can't truly be myself with most people, especially NT's 

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  • yeah thats one thing that ended up pushing me into getting a job. felt lonely to a breaking point that i just ended up getting a job for the sake of feeling like im hanging with friends lol

    it kinda works. your work colleagues fill that gap, and are not super close though so you can go back home and still have a quiet life in your own private space.

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  • yeah thats one thing that ended up pushing me into getting a job. felt lonely to a breaking point that i just ended up getting a job for the sake of feeling like im hanging with friends lol

    it kinda works. your work colleagues fill that gap, and are not super close though so you can go back home and still have a quiet life in your own private space.

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