Lonely but don't like people

Does anyone else feel like I do?
I feel lonely and desperate for friends to talk to but at the same time I don't like having to talk to people and I want to be at home with just me and my family and shut the world out and not have to see anyone or text anyone

It feels like quite a contradiction but so does much of my life

Also, I think its hard for me as I feel I can't truly be myself with most people, especially NT's 

Parents
  • Can you find a group that deals with your special interests? like a meetup group for example say your interests was trains there are lots of train groups, that means you would be able to just talk about trains and less small talk, so why not see if there is a group based on whatever special interests you have. 

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  • Can you find a group that deals with your special interests? like a meetup group for example say your interests was trains there are lots of train groups, that means you would be able to just talk about trains and less small talk, so why not see if there is a group based on whatever special interests you have. 

Children
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