Published on 12, July, 2020
So one thing I do hate about adult life is how boring it gets. It's very reppretive and half the time you feel like your in limbo. TV sucks new music sucks politics sucks religion sucks gaming sucks Christmas and birthdays sucks the older you get even football gets boring after you've been to like 5 matches. Wieredly though I've found the only thing these days that brings me pleasure is either stuff that scares me or brings me an adrenaline rush or physical pain. Which sure may make me sound crazy to some but when life gets boring to the point of beyond belief that's all that seems left. All I'm saving for now are tattoos as I have the majority of meterlistic items I need so now and I've exceled at my hobby so now I'm turning my body into art. Looking into taking up boxing too. And looking forward to hiking bit since covid everything's just been ***.
I still find new and interesting programs on TV to keep my mind occupied. Recently I watched a couple of documentaries. One was on the Appalachian mountain feuds with the hillbillies. Another was the WW2 German operation in 1943 to rescue Mussolini from house arrest. Both contained survivors giving their version of history. I was able to practice at reading between the lines and tying to see why they were possibly lying.