Published on 12, July, 2020
Anyone elses head go into overdrive at night time like you have a vortex or something swirling around inside your head. Takes me ages to get to sleep usually I'm up all night painting and have to tier myself out mentally untill the sun comes up so can sleep finally. Like I'll be awake for a full 24 hours longest I've gone without sleep is 40 hours that's usually when you start to halosenate so try and avoid that but if I'm excited I can't switch off like wise if I'm anxious. At the moment I'm kind of anxious and excited as I have a metal gig coming up which I'm forcing myself to go at alone to try and help better my anxiety and my tattoo coming up I guess which I'm nervous yet exited for.
I like to hallucinate
have you read Alice in Wonderland?
or watched Annihilation?
That sounds like a really tough situation to be in. I can relate to being anxious and excited simultaneously, as I often experience it when doing something outside of my comfort zone. It sounds like you're already doing the right thing by pushing yourself to go to the metal gig alone to help with your anxiety. I think it's great that you're taking steps to help yourself manage your anxiety, and hopefully, the tattoo will also be a source of comfort for you. Additionally, guys from Sleep Underground have items like foam pillows or sleep masks that you might find helpful. I hope you find a way to relax your mind and get a good night's sleep in the near future.
Don't like Disney cause Walt Disney was a N,A,Z,I pixar I tend to make an acception for though. Since that's not actually Walt Disneys work.