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I think there might be someone angry with me in my town. I found their conversation online. I had a public breakdown and they misunderstood it.Much of my life has been difficult. And the NHS the cowards they are never helped me much. Neither the social services. Nor people in general. I deserve love and compassion. When I was a child I was abused. I never finished school. I was very clever but they ruined it for me. Since then I've never had many friends and have had severe anxiety and depression. 

This post has been edited from its original form as there were too much negativity in it.