Published on 12, July, 2020
I know this is pretty futile musing, although maybe some of the more neurologically typical people on here can help! (I shy away from using the term "NT's" because it feels a bit "them and us" to me).
I've found myself wondering, as I'm accepting, exploring and deepening my understanding of my own atypicalness & ASD diagnosis, about what it's like for others.
For every "aha!" moment I have about e.g. noisy restaurants, eye contact, lack of capability / impetus to maintain friendships, exhaustion in social situations, there is a corresponding "What's it like for others?" moment.
So for example, for typical people:
Personally I have a belief that there is no clear-cut line between NT and ASD and that different traits overlap
I tend to think of NT people as sailing through life in a more natural flow but not neccessarily getting anywhere efficiently
On the contrast I imagine a typical person with ASD as being more introverted meaning social situations are a bigger challenge as well as overthinking everything trying to be as efficient as possible when in reality it might just be minor irrelevant issues causing more stress than they deserve
That's why it's considered a spectrum... and why I prefer to self-define as Neuro-atypical vs. the majority who are Neuro-typical.
ASD is a diagnostic label that basically takes the negative impacts of being 'atypical' and if they affect a person to a certain degree and in pre-defined areas says "You're autistic".
It's not helped by the fact that with great effort a lot of us can 'pass' as NT, for a while at least...