Published on 12, July, 2020
Like many other days I feel today I could have done so much more. The only thing of note I did today was make boiled brown rice and cabbage with toasted pecan nuts, served with freshly chopped parsley.
Otherwise I've done nothing memorable today. Didn't have the drive in me to read a book, watch a film, pick up the guitar and learn more - that's it.
Every single day.
Things that get me going are:
If guests are coming I will clean the house. Sometimes I purposely arrange a visit to get the house clean.
Telling myself to get off my a**e out loud
Making lists and picking some quick easy ones to start
I've always been in awe of people who "take care of business" and "get things done".
Weirdly, I was pretty good when I used to work, but that was a paid job.
I like having people visit too - it encourages me to clean! I have an odd form of OCD where I'm obsessed with wanting everything to be perfectly clean and tidy, but never have the time or energy to achieve it.
Yeah, that's often how it works, hope you battle through the bad bit soon!
Haha, it's okay - I'm not manic tonight (makes a nice change really!). I'm doing my best to stay positive - short-term pain, long-term gain.
Well, you seem to be keeping positive about it at least! (Unless that's out-of-control manic laughter?!?)
My treatment for adulthood isn't going too well at the moment
I think that might just be called adulthood!! XD