My partner broke up with me; and giving that I am off-work due to social anxiety (I quitted due to that, and am without benefits or any kind) it's struck me quite hard. I'm still waiting my autism test, so that wouldn't help me either (just my psychologist, some tests, and relatives suggest I am.)
She has been obsessed about me, for some reasons that escape my understanding (I think partly because her family does not like me).She has been lying to me quite a few times, and gotten somewhat abusive, but I was too weak to react, and I simply accept it.
Now, I think she still loves me but her obsession with me (or rather, general OCD, but applied to me almost exclusively) has made her operate abruptly, and decided to break up. I didn't push back, because I have been hurt so much lately that I accept it.
Anyways, I would appreciate advice. I am stable mentally, just trembling a bit out of fear. I tried to call "homeless scotland" but I've no money in my phone, so that didn't work.
Sorry if the text is a bit incoherent, it's the best I could do right now.
