I don't understand why people in my family have these strange secrets that I don't care about in the sense that it shouldn't be a secret, my mum says that she doesn't smoke and she gave up but last night she was outside in the garden smoking she must have though I was asleep but I smelt cigarette smoke looked outside and she was there smoking but if I ask her she says she doesn't. I've known for a while because im very observant and because of my sensitive senses I pick up on things very easily like smell etc
My step dad smokes weed too which I don't care about in the slightest my brother used to smoke it all the time my cousins do currently it all the time but they all conspire to keep it a secret from me but they also do such a bad job at that too he leaves the butts outside on the floor, he smells like weed and walks the smell into the kitchen and I can just see that he's high any way and then when ever we're at family gatherings him and my cousin will go off to smoke and my step will be all like shh shh right next to me like I won't notice.
It's with other stuff too small things like conversations and just general things that happen in the family everyone knows about things and what's going on but I'm (a lot of the time) actively being kept out of it.
It's weird, I'm not expecting anyone to reply there's not much of a question or anything I'm asking I just wanted to get it out there.
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