im 17 and scared of diagnosis

do you believe u are autistic ? name some traits (briefly)

I really should make a list because things occur to me then I forget . The basics are ,body language is a no ,anything non explicit is a no ,eye contact when I'm stressed even the slightest is a no and yet I'm clever ? People find that I'm wierd and I don't understand boundaries which makes me both funny and insensitive.  Also as my mum has mentioned many times , multitasking is a no. I also relate to many small things I've read 

yes u are sounding autistic -- its ok any good assessor will see them very quickly 

I have made myself a list ,will probably grow but summed up in one place things make more sense. (It's quite big but some points are similar so could do with refinement or whoever I email will get bored reading )

here is the plan i give people and my extra notes as well  i have to go now we can talk again anytime tomorrow if you want.

Make a list of reasons why u think u are autistic.

include blood relatives in your family who are autistic or adhd or called weird/different

and a list of occasions when u have been called weird, autistic, different

the list should be electronic ie so you can email it to anyone who wants it.

Oh that's what that is . 

By the way ,thank you for being so helpful ,you've boosted my confidence more than you can imagine 

that sounds like a shutdown 

I don't do that ,but when I struggle with things emotionally I kinda just stop feeling if that makes sense? It's kinda hard to describe but I don't become overwhelmed I become nothing . Just logical and empty. An observer might not even tell. 

ok not a direct relative but explains how u know quite a bit

do u have meltdowns or shutdowns ? 

Family not blood related 

English is my first language but I'm on phone view and it's become really squished and small.

is english your first language  ?

do u have meltdowns or shutdowns ?

u are finding out slowly but surely u are autistic 

the fact that someone else in your family has autism is so important it means autism is in your family and this would back up  any attempt by u to go get a diagnosis.( add this highly important piece ofinfo to your list )

the fact your ex said you had autistic traits is also is a very important piece of information to add to your list ( of why you think you are autistic )

is english your first language  ?

do u have meltdowns or shutdowns ?

u are finding out slowly but surely u are autistic 

the fact that someone else in your family has autism is so important it means autism is in your family and this would back up  any attempt by u to go get a diagnosis.( add this highly important piece ofinfo to your list )

the fact your ex said you had autistic traits is also is a very important piece of information to add to your list ( of why you think you are autistic )

I have made myself a list ,will probably grow but summed up in one place things make more sense. (It's quite big but some points are similar so could do with refinement or whoever I email will get bored reading )

here is the plan i give people and my extra notes as well  i have to go now we can talk again anytime tomorrow if you want.

Make a list of reasons why u think u are autistic.

include blood relatives in your family who are autistic or adhd or called weird/different

and a list of occasions when u have been called weird, autistic, different

the list should be electronic ie so you can email it to anyone who wants it.

Oh that's what that is . 

By the way ,thank you for being so helpful ,you've boosted my confidence more than you can imagine 

that sounds like a shutdown 

I don't do that ,but when I struggle with things emotionally I kinda just stop feeling if that makes sense? It's kinda hard to describe but I don't become overwhelmed I become nothing . Just logical and empty. An observer might not even tell. 

ok not a direct relative but explains how u know quite a bit

do u have meltdowns or shutdowns ? 

Family not blood related 

English is my first language but I'm on phone view and it's become really squished and small.