# Daily Updates #

cutting down trees and chipping the whole lot. The Owner is going to be pleased when she gets back because  she will be able to see the sun from her kitchen ! 

my fixes to the chainsaw are working well !

Didn't do anything before work today.

Busy start to the day as 1 person hadn't done what was needed for an update and I'm the safety net

Payday, but my pay is 25% down because my pay usually has a manual alteration apparently and the person who does it has been off for 3 weeks due to Holiday and Covid

What a b***r of a week. Been so stressed but project is now back on track. Had a look at the data we've captured so far, drafted an outline for an output report and I think it's going to come together. Need to watch when I get tired (because everything is apocolyptic when I'm tired). Feel confident about this but I hate feeling rushed due to arbitrary deadlines.

Must remember when I present this thing to be well rested else I'm likely to be snappy if I get asked what I perceive to be the "wrong question". 

It's brewski's now, cat-time and some mindless tv.

thats one early bumblebee,,,,,  i just love bumblebees  and rescue the exhausted ones them all the time,,,,  by hand feeding them with sugar plus water

Bliss. I'm taking today and Monday off. Just gonna relax, run, mooch, do some chores, maybe chat with 1-2 people, get a massage. Weather is glorious!

I cd do with thinking through my relationship issues, but dunno where to start!

That's called a signal, it means he's willing to go higher but there's a potential catch, ie you'll have to wait whilst he sells the flat. You could suggest he gets an eg 15k bank loan whilst he sells the flat so you don't have to wait.

sunny yesterday ,first bumblebee of the year ,finally stopped raining meant to be a dry week. house buyer offered another 15k but said "would have to sell one of my flats to go any higher" ,and mentioned he owned an e type jag . hmm

spring is on its way 

Calming down. Last couple of weeks has been bad, starting to feel more centered. Work things getting back on track.

Watched more Farscape, read some of "The Tain" and finished off my beansprouts in a very, very extravagent veggies chow mien (my go to comfort food now)

Another long weekend to burn up the rest of my leave for this year before I lose it. (my leave, not my mind) If I make good progress with work today hopefully the time off will be more refreshing.

did a days work again. covered quite a bit. removed a dangerous tree for my neighbour it took 4 hours of very careful cuts. off work tomorrow

Cleaned the Oven

Changed the bedding

Stopped the Washing Machine from Leaking

Got my new desk delivered

And then went to work

not a bad start - ask your friend what she thinks it is worth then hold out for that price

had house viewing went well offered asking price ,but wife said worth more ,as only had one viewing and her friend who sells houses has said it worth more. Nice people very polite.  All really affected me felt sick and throat closed up, so went to bed at 6pm, got up at 2am feel much better ,just go with flow and see what happens ,money sucks   . money =pain x c squared

Watched films. Played Mario kart and Pokémon go. Went for a walk. Listened to music

I'm skipping yoga tonight and for this new half term. It does me good but i do it from earnestness and self improvement, and I don't have the energy or enough recovery evenings at the mo. Runnng does me good and is my focus for now.

I had a nice day at work, just two of us in. I was reviewing our procedures and policies which was strangely nice engrossing work with clear ends.

I really can't be assed cooking this eve, i just want to idle and think.

Work 

Kip and random telly 

Broke a rule and logged on to works computer after 10pm. Was having a bit of freakout about the project, were we fluffing the data? could I collate and code it all? will the analysis work?

Had a look, calmed down now. There's going to be a couple of tweaks (sorry people working with me) but no major disaster. When I'm stressed my brain goes onto rollback as to how I got here and I just want to shout at everyone. Feel I could have planned this better but hindsight and all that. TImes like this I feel I've been railroaded and left to pick up the pieces.

Have that moment when I think this work isn't for me. 

Eating is all over the place. Eat well either breakfast or lunch and just crackers and fruit in the evening. I'm feeling very erratic and tired.

Went for a walk from my support bubble's home to his nearest shop, and back.

Bought a Pot Noodle at the shop; as my reward. Food of Champions!

Waiting for a Zoom class on online scams; run by WAVE in Omagh.

Then, I'll be heading out to a Farm Supply store in Coagh to buy Work Socks.

Spent the evening decompressing. I really wanted to call an old friend that I've wanted to call for ages but didn't have the energy, again.

Off to bed now, work tmrw, no running, but yoga if i can find the energy!

Played Mario Kart and Pokémon Go. Played just dance too. Had uni and also watched The fault in our stars, post grad and Romeo and Juliet 

Made a HUGE chicken chow mein for lunch w/loads of veg - tea was cheese/crackers and an apple 

All project info now moved back to old platform so we can work on it. A win. Leadership team wanting constant updates on project findings - even though I'm still a week away from fully coding the data let alone analysing it (there's a certain irony in people constantly sitting around talking about the work me and two others are doing, asking questions when there's nothing yet to supply... this apparently is "organisation"). Finding it a bit stressy.

Booked a talk on data and ethics on zoom. Fell asleep halfway through. Just as well it was free.

Farscape and then bed. Feeling really, really tired tonight.