It was our team weekly catch up. I was talking for 1-2 minutes to a new joiner (second week) and noticed I'd given her no eye contact. I tried to explain and unravelled in the process.
My eye contact is something i've pondering about. I thought it was normal but I can't tell. I think I learnt you were supposed to do it, when I thought I'd learnt naturally. My close mate with suspected AS has talked to me how he got told about his eye contact and now he can be quite intense with it. People often say my eye contact is too intense. And then I'd like to talk to him about his AS but he feels shut off to it. I feel like I could still cry a bit. Think I'm probably a bit overwrought from the last week.
