# Daily Updates #

slept all night didn't wake up till 7 ,first time in as long as i can remember. 7 whole continues hours .

Embroidery, volunteering, uni this week

I really feel lately like i would just wanna pull my skin off in order to avoid  things touching it. I cant stand ANY touch lately even my teeth touching sometimes bothers me (my teeth are healthy btw lol) or my fingers touching when i move my hands

i made a heated grapefruit today cause like sugars breakdown etc etc i figured id make it sweeter but .... i dont typically prepare grapefruit that way and i touched the skin after taking it out of the fire and it was so powdery on the skin, my eyes teared up. I feel like im just in an endless state of sensory overload lately...idek what really changed if anything that i feel worse than normal

I tried a new la mian (拉面） today, a korean brand called “paldo” ’s bul jjamppong. Its so hard to find the quality of instant noodles where im currently living but wow this is so full of layered seafood flavour. I wish it was a little bit spicier but wow im so happy this afternoon

I played 麻将 For the first time in a while, it was fun!

ummm but i never signed up for classes this semester, i dont even know what to do about it now.i miss school tooo i just...the break was so looong and i just, never

Followed the Rugby online. Some game, from the report. Like a thrills-and-spills League Two game.

really busy. finding bugs in code as we come close to the release date which is always scary

Floored.

It's the weekend.

I'm glad. 

Less work actually as just one paint is required. You don't want to seal render as it needs to breath and fully dry out naturally thus the thinned coat of masonry allows this. The only time you would need a primer is if the finish paint was oil-based which is completely unnecessary on render and breaks down eventually. A thinned 1st coat of masonry paint up to 30-40% water with subsequent coats thinned at 10-20 % will last longer than any other method. 

That's actually more work!   I'm going for the easy option - let the spray gun take the strain. 

It will be a better job afterwards too with the primer acting as a penetrating glue.

Straight on with a thinned coat of masonry paint. No primer/sealer required on new render.

After a couple of very foggy days my brain has "rebooted". Things went well today - and  I chilled in the evening (still need some practice on making decent meatballs though!). About to finish another couple of books at the weekend. Not sure on what to move onto next. 

I've a druidry one which is a very easy read. Think I'd like another non-autistic specific book to give myself time to absorb the material I've read through and let that sink in. Perhaps another memoir....?

Cat has made the most of his tummy-tickle time. 

Countdown has started. No extension to project so I'm back to my new (old) job ,which was barely 3 weeks old before I was moved out of it onto this, in the next 4 days. Could be the main reason why my mood is lifting. I've heard rumblings of dis-satisfaction in some quarters that we haven't gone far enough, but there's a limit of what can be done in the few weeks we've had. 

pretty busy at work still working

Day off. Except, maybe, to buy milk.

Today I have reconditioned and tested my spray-gun so I can paint a primer/sealer on the brand new render on the whole of the outside of my house!       Lucky me.        I also spoke to my oncologists and I'm good for chemo #7 starting on Friday.    Bring on the nausea!

Yeah -  Management: I want something but In don't know what it is.    I can't describe it but I need it by Thursday to impress my boss..

What's (I can't think of an adjective - because I'm not frustrated any more - think I'm past that, we'll call it "scondoobley") is that there's conversations going on among the higher-ups and they're going round in circles because all the stuff I've been telling them has been pushed to one side. 

Simply put. They want something they can't have because it's too difficult for them to address the problems I raised in the papers I wrote. 

I've left them to it. Once I've rounded this off it's back to my old job!

That's one of the problems I had - If the team were bone idle and I got overloaded and the management intervened and sent me home,, all it meant was nothing was being done while I was away so I still had the same work to do - plus some extra that cropped up in the meantime - going backwards.

Peoples' lives.depended on our output.

Work. It has deteriorated a little more since I left it - which isn't bad for 3 days off.

It is all getting remarkably silly though. As I keep telling myself, it's all a game and everyone is making up their own rules.

After what seems like months (actually I think it has been months) I have finally unpacked my industrial-strength pet-hair-removing small-mortgage-costing vacuum cleaner.

Following assemblage of the nozzle (clunk, click, twist, clunk - reminds me of those montages in films where the assassin assembles a sniper rifle) I have put it to the test.

The cat has lost his perch and is freaking out - he doesn't appear to recognise our home.