. Im 42 have asd . And I just think my life is totally pointless . I have no friends at all , no partner . I dont see anyone day in day out apart from patients at work . I work on my own so no staff to be around either . I try to get to groups and other things but with work and the fact I have a 10 yr okd thats also asd its just impossible . All the things I find im either working or with him . He wont go to any groups or anything with others. We do the same every day and night and while hes at school I go to work . I hate where i live and I cant settle anywhere because noise is a massive issue for me so every time I move its just another bad choice as its always too noisey . I just reqlly cant see the point in existing , its so loanly and pointless