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Why am I like this?

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From as young as 11, I never had any friends and was devastated by the loneliness. When I got friends in college, I was really extroverted, and always tried making plans with my friends. Whenever I wasn’t around them, I felt extremely lonely and down. 

hence, I got my first job at my workplace, hoping to make friends with people in my age range. After college, i lost all of my friends and was yet again negatively affected by the loneliness.

however, since I’ve dealt with countless of assholes in my workplace, it made me hate everyone and I started to appreciate being alone.

the main issue I have is my overall attitude, regarding my social life. It constantly changes from one extreme to another.

First, I am bawling my eyes out about how lonely I am. Then the next second, I decide I actually hate socialising people and want to be alone.

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  • "why am I like this?"

    Same reason I am. We're mutants. Only not cool ones like the X-Men. I wouldn't mind not being able to speak above a whisper or look at people if I could turn invisible or fly or control the weather. But with us, people treat you like the elephant man kind of mutant.

    You ask why?

    Just bad luck.

    And tough titties. The only people that care if you live or die would prefer you dead. The only people who care when you're in pain are staring at you and ***.

    Sure, I care about you. So do the other people here. Problem is, we're all ghosts, because there is no "here." This place doesn't exist. In the real world, nobody gives a damn about you. It took me three years *** in *** before that occurred to me. When I left***, I didn't expect better from anyone, and I was not disappointed.

    Find your other half while you're young, or you will regret it. You only get one turn at being a person, and I said "I pass." Don't make my mistake.

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  • "why am I like this?"

    Same reason I am. We're mutants. Only not cool ones like the X-Men. I wouldn't mind not being able to speak above a whisper or look at people if I could turn invisible or fly or control the weather. But with us, people treat you like the elephant man kind of mutant.

    You ask why?

    Just bad luck.

    And tough titties. The only people that care if you live or die would prefer you dead. The only people who care when you're in pain are staring at you and ***.

    Sure, I care about you. So do the other people here. Problem is, we're all ghosts, because there is no "here." This place doesn't exist. In the real world, nobody gives a damn about you. It took me three years *** in *** before that occurred to me. When I left***, I didn't expect better from anyone, and I was not disappointed.

    Find your other half while you're young, or you will regret it. You only get one turn at being a person, and I said "I pass." Don't make my mistake.

    [content removed by Moderator due to breaching rule 2 of the online community rules and guidelines]

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