I have no reason to be alive

You've got this far why stop now? 

Life has its ups and downs, we've all been there and undoubtedly will continue to experience the highs and lows of this life. 

Look around you for the beauty of life. I see beauty and peace in animals. I can happily spend all day just sitting with animals, watching them, playing with them...and I can talk to them and feel a connection and understanding. 

I used to feel like I had nothing to live for so I started looking for things and I found them.

5 years ago I was depressed and suicidal...and now I am a mum,  I enjoy life and I am happy.

Things DO change for the better. Don't give up on yourself. 

You've got this far why stop now? 

Life has its ups and downs, we've all been there and undoubtedly will continue to experience the highs and lows of this life. 

Look around you for the beauty of life. I see beauty and peace in animals. I can happily spend all day just sitting with animals, watching them, playing with them...and I can talk to them and feel a connection and understanding. 

I used to feel like I had nothing to live for so I started looking for things and I found them.

5 years ago I was depressed and suicidal...and now I am a mum,  I enjoy life and I am happy.

Things DO change for the better. Don't give up on yourself. 

Good for you.

Doesn't mean my life will get better.

Watching animals won't pay my rent.

I will never be a mom. I can't afford them and i can barely look after myself.

I guess you're still pretty young too