Do you ever cry?

i find it hard to do so.
i was feeling pretty depressed and felt i needed to cry to let it out a few weeks back but i found i couldnt cry no matter how bad i felt so it was hard to relieve that feeling.

update on this... finally cry lol alot. like a pent up burst balloon.

and all because my supervisor is seemingly finally getting what he wants as he suspended me from work and is again trying to get me fired. hes been trying to fire me for the past 1 and a half years but now im sent home suspended until investigation ends. i guess i have been depressed by these attacks by my supervisor against me for the past year and that has made me depressed to the point of inability to cry, but the suspension and being sent home and feeling like im fired perhaps is a release. maybe its good to be fired from that place then. fucking aweful place to work for. managers and supervisors all related to one another and they make it really hard if they want you gone. and they only wanted me gone as i leave after my 8 hours each day, i used to do overtime for them but they was really ungreatful and abusive and youd do 16 hours a day and theyd shout in your face and tell you to do a 17th and say you cant leave or they will fire you. i complained against that a year and a half ago and tried to force change the company, but hes been attacking me all the time and making life hell while holding me back and promoting juniors above me. constantly nit picking trying to find anything to throw at me and get me fired, even ridiculously claimed i was discriminating against him! 

anyways being suspended and at home seems to have released the tear ducts from whatever was preventing a release.

Caelus said:

all because my supervisor is seemingly finally getting what he wants as he suspended me from work and is again trying to get me fired. h

Sorry to hear you are going through this Caelus, but it sounds like it may lead to a happier future on the other side.

Did you disclose your autism diagnisis? Is fo then yu may have some ammunition towards a wrongful dismissal claim.

For now gather as much physical evidence as you can to demonstrate wrongdoing and/or harassment while you still have emaill access. Remember to keep this at home on your personal devices.

Embrace the emotion and let it run its course. It can feel much better after a release such as this.

In terms of having been referred for a diagnosis ~ you have therefore what is considered to be a preliminary diagnosis that stands until otherwise proven, which of course does not provide anywhere near as much protection legally as actually having been diagnosed, but the quality act 2010 does as such have more bearing in difficult situations such as like the one you have described.

Of course it is entirely up to you about whether or not to inform your employer about having been referred for an autism diagnosis, but it could prevent a discriminatory sacking and give you the opportunity to find much more amenable employment ~ without being unemployed in the meantime and missing mortgage repayments and all that possibly.

In terms of having been referred for a diagnosis ~ you have therefore what is considered to be a preliminary diagnosis that stands until otherwise proven, which of course does not provide anywhere near as much protection legally as actually having been diagnosed, but the quality act 2010 does as such have more bearing in difficult situations such as like the one you have described.

Of course it is entirely up to you about whether or not to inform your employer about having been referred for an autism diagnosis, but it could prevent a discriminatory sacking and give you the opportunity to find much more amenable employment ~ without being unemployed in the meantime and missing mortgage repayments and all that possibly.